I have officially had it. I cannot take it anymore. If they try to control me, me and my car, and who i hang out with anymore, I think I will go clinically insane.
Why? Because i have been controlled for my whole entire life practically. I was homeschooled (I now kick myself for not going to school like a normal teenager) My parents up until now for, (for the most part) have contolled my education and for the most part, who i hang out with because of my lack their off being able to drive.
Now, they are controlling me even more that i have a car, props to them (which is not a bad thing!) The tell me when I can drive, and if i can drive there or not. They also want to know who i am going with if I am going there.
Now, so not to make my parents sounds like the bad guys, this is not a bad thing, because they are doing because of the fact that they want to protect me. However, they need to trust God with this, instead of taking matters into their own hands. Why? Because they can't shelter me from everything forever. Eventually they will have to let go of me and let me go out into the world, trusting God with me. They will have to let go of me at some point........and let god. They will also have to let me live my own life, because i am about to be an adult making adult sized decisions, including living on my own.
Because of this, I have reached on conclusion. This is aggravating....I can't wait to go away.......to graceville because hopefully i will not be dealing with this anymore, and hopefully i will get to live my own life in which i make my own decisions.
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