craziness, suspension, and such and such

Josh McDowell was freakin awesome. Superchick was even better. Their songs really spoke to my heart. one thing that Josh said that really stuck out to me was that in order to live a life you have to get a life first. I am thinking...................................I need to get a life spiritually. For those of u who do not know, I have bee struggling with self-image. I am just know starting to grasp that my worth should be found in what god thinks of me not what other people think of me. I wonder how long it has taken me to grasp that. I pretty much need to jumpstart my life spiritually. I should not even pay attention to that kind of thing. I have this monstrous appetite to know him more. Nothing will ever satisfy it. i sure do hope that is a good thing. I have been praying a lot lately. For some reason, God seemed soooooooooooo far away. Then, he just revealed himself to me. Now i want to know him more.
I was just meditatin' on his word. It is the best book ever written. I was just thinking..........................stayin gods will is not easy for sure. I thought the christian life would be easy. It is not hard......................it is not difficult........................it is impossible!!(I am quoting Louie Giglio) I am working on some songs. They are comin along pretty good. I aint posting the lyrics on here though. people can steal my ideas if i do that. I will try to post some pix lata. Just pray that I will just grow closer to him day by day.

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Okay this is so freakin sad. There are almost no comments on this thing, I am not trying to be rude or anything, but if yall dont give me any comments (unless you have a decent excuse not to If ur a busy college student I totally understand. If ur a busy person like Tamara or Alec I totally understand) I'll probably delete this site. If you guys will do so much as to visit my site, please try to leave comments. If ur busy I understand. Just try your best to.